Lost In Beauty-

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

another tiring day.... did payments todaee.... and completed 68 paymentss.... started thinking, if this is realli somethin that i wanted to do after 1 or 2 years.. facing the pc, keying in payments, doin reconciliations, uploading journals etcc... and is not possible to work forever in this way.. still pondering if i should do part time sales...

anyway, my new colleague is so cutee.. she is a 19 year old fresh graduate.. asking v cute questions.. and i reali feel so sad when i see her working late.. like today, she was doin payments and had to stay back late.. all of us kind of feel sad.. esp during lunch time when she told me that she had called her mom to say she wil be late.. i was thinkin.. when was the last time i called back home to inform that i be late?

another sad thing.. was teaching the new girl how to reply emails from brokers.. and suddenly she asked me " stacey, are you bonded? " i was like.. "noo.. " she look so sad.. she said she will be bonded for 1 year.. haiz.. but she consoled herself by saying that 1 yr fliesss...
and e next moment, she asked me "stacey.. wad time do u think i can go off on thurs?? " reason being she wanted to make plans to meet friends... i can really sense that she finds this job boring.. but what to do.. is difficult to find the perfect job.. what is comforting is that the environment is cozy and nice...

realised i have neglected my family these days as i have been going out with friends often.. and workin hrs longer..
is been since some timee i meet up with my cousinss....
tink is time to make some planss....
will be meeitng paulyn next week!!! ~~

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