Lost In Beauty-

Monday, April 7, 2008

emotional time.. woke up from a nap.. with tears in my eyes.. i dream of wad happened in the past few months.. everythin came back again... i hate being alone.. coz it makes me think of a lot of stuffs.. but yet, i wanna be alone.. coz it gives me the time to reflect on a lot of stuffs..

i always thought i am a lucky girl.. wonderful family, wonderful friends, wonderful bf.. despite my complaints, i thought i am happy.. but after what happened, i know there is an end to everything.. what was there might not be here anymore.. things change, people change.. and the change can be drastic.. and a lot of things, you just cant force... what is yours will be yours, no point forcing..
you might feel that you are good, or better than someone else.. and friends around you feel the same.. but what is important is that the person feeels that u r better as well..
like what someone told me " different ppl have different perception,.. is not the looks or whatever that matters.. is the feeling... "

i am just a simple person.. i never wanted victory.. i just want to be happy, thats all...

the beauty exposed ;